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Oh, God…who’s laughing at the end? Me!
I just received a letter from a classmate whom I had fights…she was the leader in the “Hating Ashley Campaign”. I was pretty shocked, coz I didn’t even had an idea what the hell she wants from me. Then I read. She would like to talk to me, coz she can’t stand this situation and she’s sorry about it. Isn’t it pathetic?
She looked through me, betrayed me, deceived me and now she’s apologizing. How funny is that? Okay, one thing is true, the basic reason why she wants to talk to me on Monday, coz her “puppy“‘s not coming to school. If her puppy would be there too I don’t think she would be that brave to talk to me.
Anyways I gotta say that whatever happened, I’m a bit happy.
Not because it seems like that I’m getting back those friends I lost, coz I don’t even want them back and I don’t want to have them around anymore. After these fights I never treated them like dirt, I didn’t look through them, I treated them like before, I tried to talk to them like before just to make things easier. Now I can make things clearer and tell her what I think and I’ll get to hear everything I want. This is gonna be a life-changing situation for me I think, in a good way.
I don’t want to be their friends anymore, I don’t wanna hang with them. I’m not mad, all I feel for them is thankfulness. Because they opened my eyes, they set a mirror in front of my behaviour and how I hurt people. I needed this hit really. Now I see that in one point they were right, and I’m really thankful, but the way they dealt with me…that wasn’t correct I think. They only showed me the way how to be a good person and they helped me to find my best friend and my real friends. :) I’m the winner of this battle, and all I gotta say is THANK YOU! Now I see that everything I’ve been through was definitely worth the wait, the pain I felt. But now I gotta continue being a good person. I don’t wanna fall back. I’m really trying to change and now I see the result.
THANK YOU!
xo
