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Hey all, I’m back!

I’ts been ages I wrote, but now I’m here and I’mma tell you everything.

First of all, I’m doing fine, things seem to get better and better, everything’s okay at home too. The fights I had with those stupid bitches semm to fade, but unfortunately I still remember what they did to me. And that’s the reason why I’m never gonna let them to get closer to me.

Being a good person feels good. Now I really see. I’m not talking behind people’s back, I’m not gossiping and it’s also making my things go easier. I see things what I didn’t before, though they were always right in front of me. I’m still not talking with my ex best friend, but I know this is the best for us. I heard rumors about that she’s missing me and stuff, but I apologised 2 times, she rejected me twice in a disgusting way so I don’t think I should beg. If she wants something she’s gonna make a move, or not. Actually I don’t even care, coz I have My Own Personal Best Friend whom I adore :) <3

Studying and dancing rehersals are taking away several hours of my day and I barely have a chance to meet with the others, but I’m a senior, studying is more important over everything now. I’m doing well at school, everything went back to normal.

Let’s talk about boys. Now I feel that I truly don’t need “my” boy. We ran into each other a few times, but that’s all. And I’m glad it happened in this way, everything’s cool now.

A new boy came into my life…I have to correct myself…he’s not new, he’s my classmate for four years now. After my fight, he helped me a lot and the other’s too of course. We became closer friends, I like being around him, but that’s all for now. Let’s see what the future brings.

Other things: I just watched New Moon with my bestie and my friends yesterday. Damn, it was awesome! I can’t say any more. It was fantastic!

I’m tired now, think I’mma go to sleep. Have a nice day everyone! :)

xo

posted 2 years ago